stop

sometimes i wish i could be more ignorant of my human condition and my world's nature. i am human, of course, but sometimes i really regret it. don't get me wrong: i love life, of course i do. being alive, experiencing the world is absolutely fantastic...! but very often i get so amazed and ashamed of the kind of thoughts and feelings that us humans can have and act on. how can we be so incredibly beautiful and such monsters at the same time? "it's all about making the right choices", but what about the choices that others make for you? arghhhh i better go to sleep now